HOLY SHITBALLS.

i am terrible at this whole blogging thing. 

i mean theres probably no one still listening, if there ever were, but still. 

man do i suck at it. 

well a hell of a lot has changed since my last entry. first of all, i am in my second year of college and i am now majoring in math with a minor in secondary education. future math teacher right here fellas. i still do film and videos and photography and whatnot, but i am going to keep it a hobby. i live on my own in an apartment. well, on my own is a stretch, still on daddy's dime (wow that sounded so fucking pretentious). nathan and i have been over for some time now, and quite honestly more time and distance comes clarity. we were terrible together. he was manipulative, whether he meant to be or not is irrelevant, and bad for me and we simply had no future. 

i have been in therapy for my anxiety issues for the last 8 months or so. my therapist jamie is simply incredible and i am mentally in the best place i have ever been in my life. 

i recently came out to my friends and family as bisexual. SURPRISE! i like the girly bits too. 

there has been so much craziness the last few months. so much content for my blog hehehe. 

just kidding.

but seriously, so much to catch up on. 

ill update ya soon. 

much love, 

jane doe.