Let me tell you about this one.

11/13/2015 22:00

well since my blog began, most of my entries have been about the male species. im a teenage girl dont be surprised. so to keep in tune with the basic theme of this little website, let me tell you about the new boy in my life. 

his name is nathan. 

now i met him at my new job at the paintball park, and at first there was little interaction between us. however as time went on, we began to talk and joke around. as more time went on, there was a little flirting going on. as more and more time went on, i developed a little crush. i expected little to come from it as im too shy to start anything, he hadnt tried to talk to me outside of work either, and we are very different people so i assumed he wouldnt be interested. however james and i (james is a boy that i became close friends with at the park as well, ill tell his story later) had been talking about going to a haunted house around halloween time with him, his girlfriend joy (also from the park), and i. well in order to not be a third wheel, i was going to invite someone as well. long story short i worked up the courage and asked nathan. 

he said yes. 

james and joy ended up not being able to go, so i invited my friend ava (whom ive known since middle school) and larry (whom i met at the park as well). we all went, and again long story short, it went very well. nathan and i ended up cuddling and holding each other through the house. he ended up coming back and sleeping with me in my dorm room. and then the rest of the weekend as well. 

but here's the kicker. 

all we did was sleep. 

and it was great. 

typically if a teenage boy sleeps in your bed, especially multiple nights in a row, theyre going to try to get in your pants. but not nathan. it was so innocent and sweet. we didnt even kiss until the third day that we were together. 

so to sum the weekend up, a boy i hung out with for the first time outside of work, ended up sleeping in my bed saturday night, sunday night, and monday night. and we didnt even kiss until monday. 

some people would be unhappy about this, but i loved every minute of it. no pressure, no expectations. 

since then, we've been talking mostly every day, and spending pretty much every weekend together. 

because of my past, ive been hesitant to jump into a relationship, but we'll see how it goes. and of course ill keep you up to date. 

so to sum up our little story thus far, ill tell you some things i really enjoy about our relationship. 

1. hes used to seeing me at work all the time, where i look rough as hell. so i got to skip that stage of "oh he cant see me without makeup and hair done until month 3"     

2. hes protective. but not in the bad way. it makes me feel safe. 

3. he doesnt pressure me. i dont feel like im being pressured to do anything. and itll just come with time. 

theres more, but i gotta keep yall coming back for more.

until next time. 

much love, 

Jane Doe.