Yet another apology for my absence.

Again, I apologize for my week long absence. Crazy week, quite busy, not much time to write unfortunantly. And this upsets me quite much.

We had originally planned for Sam to hitch a ride home with me like usual, and just come back to my house to hang out. But before my mother even picked us up, I told him that whatever we had, it could not continue. I could not handle being with someone any longer that was so consumed in thought about sex. He thinks that it is an important part of a relationship. But the fact is, I am 15. I am a freshman. And a virgin. I can't deal with this anymore.

But of course, I was unfortunantly cursed with an indecisive mind. I don't know how long this decision will last.

Hope you enjoy my ranting about boy troubles.

I'm going to try and post more, its quite upsetting that I don't very often anymore.

Much love, Jane Doe.